I have boughts of depression that do not let up. If I didn't have a family I believe I would do harm to myself. I'm making my family miserable because i'm sad and short tempered all the time. i feel no joy in my life, it's like i'm hollow inside and the only thing i feel is sorrow, hopelessness. I don't feel like i contribute anything to this world. i really would like to lay down and go to sleep and never wake up.
You might also contact a local office of your state Public Health Department. Often they can get screening and treatments at no cost or a reduced one. |